Slinky
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If I thought I was nervous about playing back-to-back games in Week 1 of the Spring Mixer — ha! I was pretty anxious before this game, so much so that once I began to exit the locker room to hit the ice early and warm up as much as possible, I realized I forgot to put my leg pads on! My leg pads of all things! Christ. I guess it was because I was subbing for a different team altogether, rather than one of my own teams.
I played against the Gold team (Goldschläger) with the Turtles in the pre-season game, losing 6 - 5, and against Moussaka last week, also with the Turtles, for a 3 - 3 tie. This was the first time these two teams played against each other. We were down 2 - 0 (the final score), and things got really ugly late in the third period.
I’ve never played a game in which things got that bad. Women’s hockey doesn’t allow checking, or at least our league (WCHL) and certainly the Mixer, which is a house league do not. I don’t even think it’s allowed where I sometimes play rat hockey with guys. Anyway, the puck was behind the net in our zone, controlled by one of our D’s. A Moussaka player was practically on top of her, going after the puck — nothing out of the ordinary. I was hugging the post watching the play, which happened so fast, next thing I saw was my teammate’s face contorted in pain! I mean, I’ve never seen such an expression that close up, that near me, and live as opposed to like, TV and the movies. She hit the boards so hard that the glass was shaking! I was so stunned, and even more so because I thought Moussaka would get a penalty. It’s certainly possible that the offending player tripped, but it looked to me that she deliberately took down my teammate with her.
Shortly afterwards, a different Goldschläger teammate either checked or cross-checked (hit a player from behind with both hands on your stick and no part of the stick touching the ice) a Moussaka player, but I don’t know if it was the same one who slammed our D into the boards. Although this occurred behind our net, I didn’t see it happen, but I felt it. The puck must have been somewhere in front of me, and I remember making an extra effort to track it this game. Witnesses say that the ref already blew the whistle (but I’m not sure what for) when the incident took place. It took a while for Moussaka to get up, but she did.
Now rumors abound that a formal complaint will be filed; the Goldschläger teammate will be booted out of the league supposedly, etc., etc. I also learned that someone on another team has already been kicked out, though I don’t know what her offense was.
Brian’s Goalie Summary
After losing two games (the pre-season one doesn’t count), and then a tie last week, I lost yet again.
Brian, and even some of my teammates said we only had 9 or 10
SOG’s the whole game. Meanwhile, I faced 18 and only let 2 in — that’s
16 saves, which is pretty good, I think, especially for someone in my level facing more advanced players, so why doesn’t it feel that way?
First Period: Scoreless.
Second Period: One goal by Moussaka. It was another one of those plays where an opponent to my left shot it to her teammate on my right, and I gave up too much of the net on my glove side, allowing the shooter an easy one-timer. You can see the play happen here. Brian captured the photo op spectacularly!
Third Period: Moussaka hit a slapshot from just inside our blue line, which I blocked. Unfortunately, the puck rebounded and after a scrum in front of the net (see above pictures), they managed to push it in for their second goal.
But hey — a save story! Minutes later, I stopped a breakaway from Moussaka #5, who scored their first goal and happens to play on the Tigers White squad. Check it out — all this happened in three seconds! You’ll have to click to enlarge, of course, and be sure to check out the large sizes! 
Definitely an accomplishment — I stopped a breakaway by a white-level player! 
Goalie Stats
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How fucking annoying. Not all of my uploads from my old host/server actually transferred to my new host/server. So now I have to re-upload shit and so there are missing images and stuff in some posts. Others have weird characters, like apostrophes turning into something other than apostrophes. Oh, and since the More Smilies 2.1 plugin is all fucked up, I have to go and change all of those cool smilies from that frickin’ Kopete set! And that one was so cool! Good thing I found them somewhere and saved the images. I have no idea how I’d implement them into my comments or post section, though. I am not a happy camper.
I am, however, currently uploading the game pictures from last night, so there will be another game post soon. 
This past week has just been absolutely horrid, and hockey’s about the only thing keeping me together. And even that sometimes becomes discouraging.
I’m really glad that Brian made it home, albeit later than expected Wednesday night, but at least he made it home that night and not the next day. The storms were really bad in Fort Worth, and he was lucky to even be able to get a flight out.
Besides that, I’ve been feeling nauseous on and off, and my frame of mind is off-kilter, too. I’ve been having trouble concentrating except when I’m on the ice. It’s strange, but it’s the only time and place where I can really focus.
When in Doubt, Fall on It!
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If you view the original size of the photo on the right you can see that the Purple team (now called Moussaka) skater is still trying to shove the puck in with her stick blade, despite the fact that I’ve got it pretty well covered. A previous Moussaka goal was scored this way. At least this time, the ref blew the whistle. After the game, which ended in a 3 - 3 tie, both teams agreed that the refs were slow to blow the whistle, if they blew it at all, whether it was for goals that shouldn’t have been scored (by both teams), or penalties.
I’m still trying to figure out what icing is and have heard different things. Obviously, this is a house league so the rules probably vary from the NHL’s and maybe even some women’s leagues. After our first game I thought someone said that if the other team dumps the puck and it crosses our blue line, and there’s no chance our defense can get to it, then I can call icing. So I tried to remember that, but when I’d raise my hand to call it, I’d hear one of the refs yell, “No icing,” only to call it seconds later! WTF? How’m I supposed to learn?
At one point in the second period, the puck was coming straight at me, with both our defensewomen and a Moussaka skater coming after it. They were far enough away that I knelt down on one knee, set my glove on the ice directly behind my stick blade, then covered the puck to freeze it. Yet the refs kept yelling at me to keep it in play, so I was really confused. Other goalies I’ve seen done that and the few times I’ve done it, the refs stop the play. Fortunately, Moussaka didn’t score on us, but my teammates told me that next time, just keep it covered and take the penalty.
So now I know how goalies can get penalties aside from hooking and shoving opponents in front of the crease. Or, for that matter, doing anything Ron Hextall used to, like slashing the other team’s skaters with his stick. According to the above-linked Wikipedia article, in the ‘87 Stanley Cup finals, “any Oiler player that approached the Flyers’ net would receive welts on their legs from Hextall’s stick.” Hmm…well if I’m Darth Goalie…. 
Brian’s Goal Summary
First Period: Moussaka scored one goal on a slow-rolling puck, closely followed by one of their skaters. Apparently, I wasn’t sure whether to block or cover, the puck didn’t stop completely, and Moussaka poked it into the net.
Second Period: Moussaka scored two goals, the first of which was the one I mentioned earlier. I fell on the puck — it was directly underneath my leg pads, but I was faced with the two best Moussaka players who relentlessly kept shoving at it until they got it out from underneath me. My teammates and I were astounded that the ref didn’t stop the play, and I remember giving him a look combining confusion and anger, but I didn’t want to cause trouble.
Their second goal flew in on my stick side — totally my fault. My angle was off and I was giving up way too much of the net on my right side.
Third Period: Scoreless for them! Woohoo!
Goalie Stats
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Thanks to Rachel and Danalyn at Weblog Design Studios, I found a great web host who helped me fix up my blog: Blogs About. Many thanks to both Lisa and Chris, especially Lisa, for putting up with all of my questions and helping me get this new WP 2.1.2 straightened out. I’m sad that my old template isn’t quite ready for this version yet, and I still have many image and other things to fix, but I’ll deal. Oh, yeah — Lisa designed the one I’m currently using and a whole bunch more available for download at the WordPress site. She’s also a designer at E. Webscapes and is writing the new WordPress for Dummies — she comes highly recommended!
It’s been a tough last week or so: blog problems; Internet problems; PC problems, which is why I now have this new laptop with the built-in webcam. If you’re lucky, maybe you’ll get to see Hopper’s butt.
Brian’s been traveling for work since Monday and his flight’s been delayed tonight; he may not be home ’til tomorrow afternoon because of the weather. My pdoc assured me that it’s a good opportunity for me to start regaining my autonomy, except that all sorts of shit happened. On Monday, I was on my way to the gym before my pdoc appointment and got into a fender bender — minor, not a big deal, everyone’s fine. I forced myself to drive to the health club anyway and the pdoc’s office said it was OK if I was late.
Later that night, the living room fuse blew, and I had no idea where the fusebox is located, plus I never go into the basement because I’m a huge scaredy-cat when it comes to basements. All I can think of is Blair Witch. I didn’t think I could, but Brian walked me through it, even though our calls kept getting dropped. I think I managed the strength to do that because I had to feed the cats, and do chores and stuff, and because my blog and Web access were still fucked up, all I wanted to do was sit in the living room and read.
For the most part, I’m fine, but there are all of these little things that keep adding up and turning me into a huge basket case. It is my goal to regain autonomy, but not like this. I’ve jumped into doing all sorts of things in the past when I’ve felt better after an ECT, and I always end up crashing.
I went out to dinner with a friend last night, so that was a very welcome distraction. I hadn’t seen her in a while, and we had a lot of fun. But I should have just gone to bed when I got home. Oh, well.
I’m about to switch hosts, but I’m not sure how long it will take. So if my blog is down for a few days or something, that’s why. But at least it will fucking finally be fixed!
I’m turning comments off of this post so I can backup my database or whatever. However, you should still be able to Contact Me, but if not, bloggocentrics can always reach me by e-mail, since you should have it. 
Thanks for your patience! I’m sure you have more than I do!
Bounce
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As I mentioned in the post, Week 1: Pink vs. Royal Blue, I played back-to-back games last Friday. I was scheduled to play with the Pink team, but our advanced goalie for the Turtles was unable to make it. The super-advanced, elite women’s team netminder who subbed for Royal Blue was willing to sub for the Turtles, but since I’m a Turtle, I decided to step up. We played against the Powder Blue (PB) team, and I faced a goalie whose skills match mine more closely. At the time, I hadn’t yet learned the lessons I mentioned in the last game post (see above), that is, it isn’t the other goalie’s skills but rather her teammates’ abilities I should consider; and second, I no longer plan to play back-to-back games with only 15 minutes in between, thank you very much.
The Turtles’ advanced goalie, for whom I was subbing, assured me that I could do it, and I did. I did as she suggested and took it easy during warm-ups. In the first period I was actually giddy, but by the third, I was running out of steam: my lower back was absolutely killing me and my shoulders were totally stiffening up.
We lost 4 - 3 and obviously it wasn’t my best game (not my worst, though, either), but it was really close. First Period: I let it one goal on my stick side. Second Period: PB scored on a rebound that I originally saved but unfortunately didn’t freeze. There were another PBer parked in front of the net who made that goal. Third Period: The first goal PB scored in the third rebounded off one of our defense player’s skate, and the second one hit the blade of my stick, bounced off of it, and rolled into the net (see photo above). When there was just over 30 seconds left, my team pulled me so we could have six skaters on the ice to try to even the score. Unfortunately, it didn’t work, but at least PB didn’t score another goal!
KEY
GP: (# of) games played
GA: goals against (shots I let in)
GAA: goals against average (GA divided by GP)
S: shots against (how many shots I faced)
Sv %: (S minus GA divided by S)
W: wins
L: losses
T: ties
W %: win percentage (W divided by GP)
SO: shutouts
So now, not only is my WP fucked up, we didn’t have Internet for like, two days! How nice of Comcast to let their customers know that we need to swap out our old modems for a new one. Did that yesterday only to find out that our CD drive is broken!
Had ECT Monday, that went fine, I suppose. Was supposed to have the butt test yesterday, but there was some misunderstanding and all I got was a regular old butt exam. Now we have to reschedule an entire battery of butt tests that’ll be done in the hospital. Oh, joy.
Still working on last week’s Turtles game post. All of the pictures are on our desktop hard drive of course (oh yeah, I couldn’t stand this shit anymore, so I went out and got a laptop), so we have to download those onto one of the new-fangled stick-type disk thingies, and then re-upload them to this hard drive so I can upload them to Flickr. Argh.
Pinkeye on the Puck!
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The Spring Mixer is made up of eight teams, and as Brian mentioned in last week’s game post, each team has two goalies (a beginner/intermediate and an advanced), and each goalie plays on two different teams: I’m on the Pink and Kelly Green (now known as the Turtles) teams. This is to ensure that for each game, both teams have evenly matched goalies. However, when a goaltender plays against her other team, she face a less experienced goalie — or a more experienced one, as was the case in the game for which I was scheduled last Friday: Pink vs. Royal Blue (RB).
It was the first time I met my Pink teammates, most of whom had already played together in the pre-season game, so I was anxious. Ironically, I was supposed to face my Pink goalie teammate who’s our more experienced goalie, which made me even more anxious; but she played in a tournament this past weekend and the woman subbing for her, though a goalie sub for the Mixer but not on any teams, is someone who plays for a super-advanced, elite women’s team. This increased my anxiety even more.
Although we lost 4 - 2, Brian, who keeps track of my stats, says I played well. First Period: The other goalie and I each let in a goal, with that first one going through my five-hole (right between the legs), which is totally embarrassing. Second Period: RB scored two goals in the second, while we scored one. The first goal I gave up was a pass from an RBer in one of the corners to another RBer planted in front of the net for a one timer. The second goal was from a loose puck shortly after a face-off in our zone. The puck was just out of my reach and an RBer shot it in. Third Period: At this point, we were down by one and were always behind by one point throughout the game. Unfortunately, we didn’t score this period, but RB did and again, it was from a pass made to someone parked in front of the net.
My teammates congratulated me for making some really great saves, even though I gave up four goals. I would have liked to discuss the game with them afterwards, but I had a second game to play. And once again, my anxiety flourished, surprise, surprise. The final score was close and I learned one of two valuable lessons: first, it isn’t the other goalie’s skill level I need to worry about — rather, it’s her teammates’ skills I should be concerned with! Second, though I’d consider playing back-to-back games in the future, I won’t if there’s only 15 minutes between games! However, the Turtles game or rather, goalie summary probably won’t be posted until Wednesday or Thursday.
A WORD ABOUT STATS
From now on, Brian is keeping track only of my stats, and not the other goalies’. It’s hard having to juggle this with taking the super pictures that he does. I’m also going to include my overall stats for each team, as well as for both teams.
KEY
GP: (# of) games played
GA: goals against (shots I let in)
GAA: goals against average (GA divided by GP)
S: shots against (how many shots I faced)
Sv %: (S minus GA divided by S)
W: wins
L: losses
T: ties
W %: win percentage (W divided by GP)
SO: shutouts
For the past few nights I’ve exhibited disturbing BPD symptoms. These happen late at night: throwing things, picking fights with Brian, making him sleep on the couch, threatening to OD (not commit suicide, of course — just typical BPD attention-seeking behavior). It’s like I’m cracking up. It bothers me because I rarely behave this way anymore. The majority of the time, I don’t even present with enough symptoms to be considered BPD.
I’m thinking there’s a lot to this. For one, I’m due for my next ECT, which I’m having tomorrow, thank God. Brian says I’m like a cell phone now: my bars have obviously been low for the past couple of weeks, so I need to be recharged. :d Then all my other health problems.
And finally, God-damn, motherfucking WP 2.1.x. I’ve grown to dread blogging because any images I include never look the way they’re supposed to, and after hitting “Save and Continue Editing,” my anxiety mounts as I scroll down to look at the preview screen. Yeah, in this version, the preview text link is missing so you have to scroll.
The last straw was when I played two games Friday night, in which both my teams lost. Despite the fact that I had only 15 minutes between games, apparently played well according to my teammates and Brian (especially in my first game), I couldn’t see it. Didn’t believe it. All I could think about was how, in the two total seasons I’ve played, each one five years apart, I’ve won only one game. One! (Not counting the two scrimmages Tigers Orange played against a start-up team during the regular season this past year). I felt like a complete and utter loser — that I should quit playing hockey altogether.
Anyway, you’ll just have to wait for the game post (that I know you just can’t wait for ;), which Brian is going to help me write. I’m hoping to post it tomorrow.
