The Physical Problems I Mentioned in the Last Post

My muscles have been achy. Is it possible to stretch too much, which I have to do before playing hockey? Even though Brian has the flu, I don’t have any cold-like symptoms.

My back’s been hurting like hell, but that could be because it’s PMS week.

The rest, though many of you already know about it, is not for the squeamish, and it’s making me hesitant to go to the goalie clinic tonight. But I already signed up for this week and don’t want to lose the money. I’ve already canceled two appointments with my therapist this week and one last week.

Remember a while back when I was having GI problems, had a colonoscopy, and looked very fashionable for someone who had to wear adult diapers? Well, the problem’s back, and I have no idea why. I suppose I haven’t been avoiding the foods the GE told me to avoid as much as I had been. I don’t think it’s because of my current meds. I don’t know what it could be. I have been a slacker about doing those exercises he prescribed, so maybe that’s part of it.

Still, once a day it’s really, really bad. Throughout the rest of the day, I get that itchy feeling, you know, like if you didn’t wipe your ass as well as you thought? I go to check and there’s nothing in my Depends. But then I’ll wipe and there’s stuff just all stuck up there.

It’s so embarrassing because it smells so bad, but it’s a different type of shit smell. This is causing me a lot of anxiety and agitation, obviously. I guess I’ll call the GE and make an appointment, except that he’s only at the nearby office on Thursdays.

That’s pretty much it. It fucking sucks ass. Heh.