Whoa, It’s Bad
Sunday, December 31st, 2006I didn’t realize how bad my depression is until I actually cried today because I didn’t get the Winter-themed sidebar on Neopets, which is just an online virtual pet site where you can play Flash games and earn Neopoints, but that isn’t the important part. The fact that I cried–and I mean, bawled–about it is.
Because my sleep schedule has been so screwy, I totally forgot to post a Friday Cat Blogging post! And I had a really good one for this week, too.
Or maybe I’m just tired of not being able to get things. With some of our Christmas money, I got Brian Madden ?07 for Xbox 360. I was supposed to get one or two Star Wars LEGO sets, but no one has any in stock! Not even the LEGO store!
I’m tired of waiting for things. Waiting to see if I’ll get disability. Waiting to see if I can get Medicaid. Waiting to see if we can file Chapter 7, after all, as opposed to Chapter 13 (I haven’t blogged about why we may not be able to–has to do with the means test). I’m fucking sick of waiting. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
My only goal for today was to take a damn shower. It’s after 7:00 p.m. and I have yet to do that. I just can’t drag myself in there, but I’m beginning to feel icky enough to do so.
This sucks ass.


Angelo says: More pet pics are available for your viewing pleasure at this week’s









