although i have a lot on my mind, i haven’t posted any of it because, just like a few weeks ago, i’m having trouble articulating my thoughts into any sort of coherent order. just writing the review preceding this post took a lot of effort.
anyway, things seem to have gotten worse. i stopped showering again, quit hockey (until the fall), and missed my jewelry class. i agree that i tried to do way too much too quickly. but it just felt so good to want to do things! this past week i haven’t wanted to (and didn’t) do a damn thing.
so, the pdoc is consulting with the shock doc and i may be going in for more treatments tomorrow or later this week.
Nothing but good thoughts coming out to you Barb. I hope your Mom was right and you are just balancing yourself out. But if the docs say otherwise, well, I will trust that they know best.
Peace darlin’…………….
Oh honey, I hope things stabilize soon for you.
Barb, you’re in my prayers. One thing is for sure, you did as much as one can possibly do while you felt up to it. There is a light at the end of this tunnel.
Keep your hopes high, Barb! Based on the fact that you know you *can* feel better, which was proven when you were full of activity and the desire to do stuff. You and your docs are getting closer to figuring out and assembling the puzzle of treatment, just getting the pieces right. You’re getting there!
Like anything else, moderation is your friend.
Drinking, men, legos… Too much of a good thing can be bad.
Take care Barb!
That sounds really tough, I hope things start getting better.
Barb, I am thinking of you and hoping you can get in for more ECT. Sending positive vibes to you, friend!
Barb, I’m wishing the best for you. I hope things start looking up soon!
You sound so like me.. Hugs. I hope you feel better soon. God Bless.
I am praying for you.