Spitting It Out

although i have a lot on my mind, i haven’t posted any of it because, just like a few weeks ago, i’m having trouble articulating my thoughts into any sort of coherent order. just writing the review preceding this post took a lot of effort.

anyway, things seem to have gotten worse. i stopped showering again, quit hockey (until the fall), and missed my jewelry class. i agree that i tried to do way too much too quickly. but it just felt so good to want to do things! this past week i haven’t wanted to (and didn’t) do a damn thing.

so, the pdoc is consulting with the shock doc and i may be going in for more treatments tomorrow or later this week.

May 21st, 2006 - 7:18 pm
Bipolar/Anxiety/BPD, Entertainment/Hobbies, Metalsmithing/Jewelry, On Writing, The Hockey Journals

Comments

  1. Nothing but good thoughts coming out to you Barb. I hope your Mom was right and you are just balancing yourself out. But if the docs say otherwise, well, I will trust that they know best.
    Peace darlin’…………….

    Comment by Helen
    May 21, 2006 7:53 pm

  2. Oh honey, I hope things stabilize soon for you.

    Comment by maggs
    May 21, 2006 9:56 pm

  3. Barb, you’re in my prayers. One thing is for sure, you did as much as one can possibly do while you felt up to it. There is a light at the end of this tunnel.

    Comment by jane
    May 22, 2006 3:00 am

  4. Keep your hopes high, Barb! Based on the fact that you know you *can* feel better, which was proven when you were full of activity and the desire to do stuff. You and your docs are getting closer to figuring out and assembling the puzzle of treatment, just getting the pieces right. You’re getting there! :D

    Comment by Margaret
    May 22, 2006 9:40 am

  5. Like anything else, moderation is your friend.

    Drinking, men, legos… Too much of a good thing can be bad.

    Take care Barb!

    Comment by dan
    May 22, 2006 11:09 am

  6. That sounds really tough, I hope things start getting better.

    Comment by Robin
    May 22, 2006 11:59 am

  7. Barb, I am thinking of you and hoping you can get in for more ECT. Sending positive vibes to you, friend!

    Comment by Deb_LA
    May 22, 2006 1:44 pm

  8. Barb, I’m wishing the best for you. I hope things start looking up soon!

    Comment by Kentucky Girl
    May 24, 2006 12:38 am

  9. You sound so like me.. Hugs. I hope you feel better soon. God Bless.

    Comment by desi
    May 25, 2006 8:51 pm

  10. I am praying for you.

    Comment by thebluestbutterfly
    May 29, 2006 9:35 pm

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