Idiopathic Hypersomnia & Therapy

that’s the diagnosis–due to an unknown cause, i sleep too much. no shit, Sherlock. anyway, no CPAP for me. i don’t have narcolepsy, though the ENT has prescribed Provigil, which is used to treat people with sleep disorders in general. i took it for the first time yesterday morning, and it seems to work ok. although i feel really sleepy right now, i haven’t taken a nap, nor did i take one yesterday.

this week has been pretty good–i’ve made myself shower every single day and got out of the house every day. managed to get myself to the pdoc on Monday, to the ENT on Tuesday, and to my therapist today. yesterday i drove to Dunkin’ Donuts for a decaf and to the nearby GameStop to pick up some games. i even walked back :o the entire mile (round trip) to GameStop to exchange the used copy of Morrowind that the guy suggested i try, to see if i like it, for a new copy (all of $2 more, but still). obviously, i love the game and i’m thoroughly sucked in. i’ll post about that another time.

as for my current treatment, i will see the ENT again in 6 weeks to see how this Provigil business works out. i see the therapist again next week. she suggested i look into some classes at a nearby arts center and consider taking one.

unfortunately, most things still don’t hold my interest and i’m bored easily. i know the depression’s bad when i’m not even remotely interested in Starbucks!!! actually, it isn’t so bad that i’m avoiding everyone i know, but it’s like, everything’s just blah frickin’ blah–except for Morrowind! if i disappear from the blogosphere for a few days, i assure you it’s because of this game and not anything else.

thank you for all of your kind words, and i especially thank you all for continuing to read my blog. i’m sorry i haven’t been a good blog friend lately, but i’ll try to visit a few people a day. :)

March 30th, 2006 - 4:46 pm
Bipolar/Anxiety/BPD, Health/Fitness

Comments

  1. Things will get better and it’s good you are seaking help.

    Comment by Robin
    March 30, 2006 7:13 pm
  2. I heard about that game, happy kickin’ butt!

    Comment by April
    March 30, 2006 10:31 pm
  3. I too am not a perpetually upbeat person; my wife says I’m just “melancholy,” and my mother’s convinced I’m suffering.

    I came across this, and it totally changed my perspective on depression: Wood of the Suicides

    I’m not saying anything other than it’s a powerful read.

    Comment by Charred
    March 30, 2006 11:00 pm
  4. I’m so relieved that you posted. I’m in the middle of writing an email to you & decided to check your blog again for an update. I hope the medicine helps you in the longrun.

    Comment by jane
    March 30, 2006 11:55 pm
  5. Good luck with the new meds, Barb! I haven’t been a good blog friend either lately. Too many projects going on…I can’t seem to finish ANY of them. lol

    It’s great that you’re getting out some more. I totally think that helps. :) Have fun with your game and don’t get lost too long. :)

    Comment by Kentucky Girl
    March 31, 2006 2:25 am
  6. I have my fingers crossed on the new meds. Barb. And you’re doing good, making sure to get out everyday.

    Hope you enjoy your game and have a good weekend Barb.

    3T

    Comment by 3rdtimesacharm( 3T )
    March 31, 2006 12:29 pm
  7. Oh Barb! So glad to hear from you! I hope the new meds help. You sound like the trips into the outside world did you some good. It always helped me even though it was like torture to make myself do it. Look how strong you are though! You did it! Have a blast playing Marrowind this weekend and don’t worry about visiting, we all understand. You just take care of you, girl. :D

    Comment by Deb_LA
    March 31, 2006 1:40 pm

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