Felt the Fear but Didn’t Do It
Saturday, December 31st, 2005heh. today i was supposed to start working out with Brian at his ?ber yuppie health club. i haven’t been to yoga in almost two months and have come to the conclusion that it–it’s not that it isn’t for me, it’s just that the class i go to is composed mainly of people older than my own parents. i think that’s great, but it would be nice if there were people there my own age. not only that, every time i’m in class, it makes me itch to go back to training in martial arts, which i still want to do, just not at this time.
anyway, the pdoc has told me time and time again that studying martial arts alone isn’t going to help me lose weight. i need to work out. when he said that to me back in October, he said that by the time of my next appointment he wants me to have joined a health club. instead i started yoga, and he was fine with that.
obviously it isn’t working out. Brian and i decided to work out together so that we’ll be doing something together, and because i’m more likely to go with someone i know. we planned to go this morning, but i let too many things get in the way of my going. knowing myself, it’s better if i just wake up and get out the door. that didn’t happen. then i had too much “sitting around” time and subconsciously talked myself out of going. the rest of the day didn’t go so well–i’m still in my pj’s and it’s 10:30 p.m.!
for tomorrow we plan to either get up and get out, or i will get straight into the shower. if we do the latter then we’ll just work out on Monday.
i’m not doing martial arts for a while because it will cost too much to do that and join the health club. i’d like to go back, yes, but i’m still considering studying kendo. if i do, the cost of doing that and going to the health club will still be cheaper than either martial arts or yoga.
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