Archive for December, 2005

Felt the Fear but Didn’t Do It

Saturday, December 31st, 2005

heh. today i was supposed to start working out with Brian at his ?ber yuppie health club. i haven’t been to yoga in almost two months and have come to the conclusion that it–it’s not that it isn’t for me, it’s just that the class i go to is composed mainly of people older than my own parents. i think that’s great, but it would be nice if there were people there my own age. not only that, every time i’m in class, it makes me itch to go back to training in martial arts, which i still want to do, just not at this time.

anyway, the pdoc has told me time and time again that studying martial arts alone isn’t going to help me lose weight. i need to work out. when he said that to me back in October, he said that by the time of my next appointment he wants me to have joined a health club. instead i started yoga, and he was fine with that.

obviously it isn’t working out. Brian and i decided to work out together so that we’ll be doing something together, and because i’m more likely to go with someone i know. we planned to go this morning, but i let too many things get in the way of my going. knowing myself, it’s better if i just wake up and get out the door. that didn’t happen. then i had too much “sitting around” time and subconsciously talked myself out of going. the rest of the day didn’t go so well–i’m still in my pj’s and it’s 10:30 p.m.!

for tomorrow we plan to either get up and get out, or i will get straight into the shower. if we do the latter then we’ll just work out on Monday.

i’m not doing martial arts for a while because it will cost too much to do that and join the health club. i’d like to go back, yes, but i’m still considering studying kendo. if i do, the cost of doing that and going to the health club will still be cheaper than either martial arts or yoga.

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Why I Want to Consume Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway

Friday, December 30th, 2005
by SUSAN JEFFERS


the couples counselor suggested this for me because anxiety holds me back from doing all kinds of things, including stuff with Brian, like volunteering, meeting new people, stuff like that?social activities.

Chicago Living Tip No. 38

Friday, December 30th, 2005

do not fire your gun on New Year’s Eve.
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Friday Cat Blogging No. 15: What Doesn’t Belong?

Friday, December 30th, 2005

badbadbad2Remember this scene? I’ll help you out. It’s during the Trench Run when Vader calls on 2 of his cronies to help him chase down Luke. However, I don’t recall a giant space cat flying along with them. Angelo is our naughtiest cat and the only one who gets timeouts.

Those are LEGO TIEs — 2 fighters and Vader’s TIE Advanced from the TIE Collection set. It includes a TIE/d, piloted by a funky looking droid, that i haven’t yet put together. Nor do I remember ever seeing one. All in all I have 4 TIE fighters, which is almost half a squadron. Heehee.

Just below the galaxy far, far away you can sort of make out the Chamber of Secrets. If you look closely (please don’t click to enlarge because it’s God-awfully blurry), you’ll see that one of the turrets is set at an angle from when Hee Seop reached down and batted it. I didn’t bother fixing it because he’ll only do it again. Vandal.


Angelo says: More pet pics are available for your viewing pleasure at this week’s Friday Ark. If you post your own pets’ photos, leave them a trackback or comment and you’ll be listed there, too. And remember — they don’t limit pictures just to cats!

Drive Like an Asshole Day

Thursday, December 29th, 2005

yesterday, it seems, was Drive Like an Asshole Day. i could not believe the asshole drivers i came across as i drove around town running errands. i meant to blog about it yesterday, but i was too worked up (well, other anxiety-provoking things happened, too, like spilling chili on one of my favorite, predominantly white shirts because i had to eat it in a parking lot; a stupid, no-name radio jock disparaging a bipolar singer of a band i don’t even like on the air; and other stuff, blah blah blah). in fact, i was still so preoccupied by yesterday’s events that when i showered this morning i used conditioner on my face instead of exfoliator. heehee.

i was driving south on Clark Street when up ahead i saw 2 cars in reverse, about to parallel park. so i started driving around them, when this truck behind me did the same thing and tried to pass me. Clark is a 2-lane street and although you can pass, there was no need. traffic was light. and what kind of asshole passes a driver who’s passing another car, anyway?

meanwhile, a middle-aged lady with big, brassy hair was jaywalking. i honked at her, hoping she’d finish crossing quickly so i could hurry up and pass the 2 parking cars. instead, she stops in her tracks staring at the asshole driver, her chin grazing the ground. so i honk louder and even though my windows are shut, yell, “move, lady!” like that would help. since she didn’t, i slowed down and took the opportunity to honk some more, looked in Asshole Driver #1′s direction and yelled, “asshole!” believe me, Chicago drivers can read other drivers’ lips because they’re usually yelling “asshole!” or “fucking bitch!”.

Asshole Driver #1 passes me and of all things–he’s driving a frickin’ Brown Elephant truck! i’ll schedule a pick-up all right, pick this up, motherfucker. *gives the finger*

not 5 minutes later, i’m approaching a stoplight and would have been say, the 5th car back. the van in front of me was flashing hazards but wasn’t double parked, so i drive around it. now i’m in the left-turn lane, but since the van was broken down or whatever, i would just get back in front of it. or so i thought. Asshole Driver #2′s vehicle worked just fine.

when the light turned green, i was stuck in the turn lane because Asshole Driver #3 who was immediately behind Asshole Driver #2 kept going. hey, asshole–keeping the tags on your winter hat has been out of style for years. moron. luckily, the driver behind him waved me in. so what did i do, i gave him The Wave back. i mean, that’s what you do when someone lets you ahead of them.

on my way back north, i’m on Broadway just past Diversey. at a stoplight there was a parked Jeep Cherokee with its signal on. the car in front of me wasn’t going to let them in, but i decided to since another driver did something nice for me earlier. besides, they had the signal on. if they didn’t, they could fucking forget about it. the guy finishes merging into traffic.

i’m waiting, waiting. no Wave. what the fuck? i let you in when the car in front of me wasn’t planning to and you don’t give me The Wave? i saw the sticker on their back window. Notre Dame. that said it all. go Bucks!