http://bloggochicago.com/2005/02/27/a-no-good-very-bad-borderline-personality-disorder-day/ blah blah blah from the northwest side Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:51:00 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 http://bloggochicago.com/2005/02/27/a-no-good-very-bad-borderline-personality-disorder-day/#comment-436 April Wed, 31 Dec 1969 18:00:00 +0000 http://bloggochicago.com/?p=634#comment-436 It sucks feeling that way. I wish there was any easy answer, but there isn't... not like u don't know that. Hmm. The only times when I get that pissed is when I see injustice. I totally get pissed and want to kill someone! Sometimes though, when I cannot complete a goal, I have a bigtime anxiety attack. I start crying and need Kris to tell me how intelligent I am, that I am a special, unique person. Isn't it nice to have hubbies who can feel what we are going through and can tolerate how mental mess-ups? Yeah, I didn't think I'd meet a man until I was in my mid thirties. Not like Kris doesn't piss me off sometimes, but he learns real quick. Almost four years of being married can do that to a man... well, I've been training him that long, heh. It sucks feeling that way. I wish there was any easy answer, but there isn’t… not like u don’t know that. Hmm. The only times when I get that pissed is when I see injustice. I totally get pissed and want to kill someone! Sometimes though, when I cannot complete a goal, I have a bigtime anxiety attack. I start crying and need Kris to tell me how intelligent I am, that I am a special, unique person. Isn’t it nice to have hubbies who can feel what we are going through and can tolerate how mental mess-ups? Yeah, I didn’t think I’d meet a man until I was in my mid thirties. Not like Kris doesn’t piss me off sometimes, but he learns real quick. Almost four years of being married can do that to a man… well, I’ve been training him that long, heh.

]]> http://bloggochicago.com/2005/02/27/a-no-good-very-bad-borderline-personality-disorder-day/#comment-437 barb Wed, 31 Dec 1969 18:00:00 +0000 http://bloggochicago.com/?p=634#comment-437 Kris seems really special, April--hold onto him! Kris seems really special, April–hold onto him!

]]> http://bloggochicago.com/2005/02/27/a-no-good-very-bad-borderline-personality-disorder-day/#comment-438 RS/Grant Wed, 31 Dec 1969 18:00:00 +0000 http://bloggochicago.com/?p=634#comment-438 I'm really glad you didn't cut yourself. I hope one of these days you can beat this. You're a smart, wonderful woman. I’m really glad you didn’t cut yourself. I hope one of these days you can beat this. You’re a smart, wonderful woman.

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